Waat Tell-ah Happen-ded!?

awakening.....

2008-07-22T03:37:00.000-07:00

hahhahha.... what a header! its been a long time since i wrote, yeah i know.
lazeee.. is the middle name.. i see my frens writing on daily basis, like a bit jeles la.. so im updating. ok ive got some pix to put up.. so it can well explain my disappearance.
yes.. im geared up for Ain's wedding. Just on standby mode. hopefully work doesnt come in the
way.. Mr searatzz on 1 month leave now..FInally.. time to get him to sit down and finalize certain things.

Men are weirdos... anyhows.. my miss machik is preggie!! goodness.. im preparing for her birth now.. intending to buy baskets and tissues and wire gauze..blah..blah.. im a nervous mummy... she's an angry mummy... garang giler..sumer org dia bedal.. aku peduli ape..nakal sgt. i let her sleep in her cage.. oh boy.. mama's screaming and psychoing me to get her out of the house but kesian kan.. da la bunting abe tinggal kan dia mcm tu... thats evil... so here i am jadi bidan terjun..reading on how to prepare for your tabby's birth.soo nervous.. i just hope all's ok..poor machiik.. anyone want her babies.. let me know ok?? Fatty mamuns getting lazier by the day.. i realized he likes johnson & johnson shower foam in peach flavour..hahhaha
well.. he's FOREVER shitting and peeing... (i actually asked him if he eats laxative on daily basis or something but he just stares at me with that haughty look on his face, that bontot kan aku..wakkaka)

Miss maku is at the window sill now trying to look for flying roaches or kumbang terbang.. ape la si minah kental tu. tak abis2 nak chill. mcm la aku stress kan dia sangat. oh national day is around the corner.. been watching them practice from the window. this year shud b the same event. but those acrobatic jets sure look captivating... hahhaha.. well, lets see how it goes, gotta decide whether to stay put in office ,grab boss's chair and famous amos cookies and watch the parade plus firewerkss... or shud i go onboard AR...hmmmm.. tngkla mcmaner eh..

cnt decide..

Search nak buat konsert sei.. abe tiket mahal.. giler. baru nak tangkap feel jiwang eh.. imagine, flicking the lighter up in the air.. ikut rentak muzik.. kepala goyang kiri kanan.. "isabella adala kisah cinta dua dunia....." ceh..wa caya sama lu ah brader.. rock neva die..!!! fuiyoo.. tu namer tngkap cintan.. da lamer seh.. dulu buat pat silver tortoise ngan kelab sahara tu aku paham ah.. ni buat par republic poly and tiket mahal gitu.. mampos.. asal takbuat pat esplanade. at least after wrk blei pi and its worth the monies oso...

Saleem bila lagi eh... "Sinaar mentari senja mendung menyelubungi..menyingkam jiwa...." haiizzz.. jiwang sak..wakkakaka

had a day off yesterday but.... it was so not an off day..but at least i got some rest.phewww... okla i donno wat to write so i'll just put the pix on this mail ah..

to one and all good nite...

Mokkies and her Brunch at A&W

Dat's mine .. minus 1 rut bir of course..

sedaaaaaappp nyeeerrr.... Miss Mokkies & Achrung.

my no.1 fans

My fansssss can;t get enuff or me..the one at the corner(in grey) is a new species of aborigine found in Batam

Operations .....

Soo Whaat??!!

2008-05-23T10:28:00.000-07:00

another random post after soo long...
hibernating?? nah.. just buried with heaps of things lately..
late nites..toiling..nothing new..
i realized 1 thing.... i have a B-O-R-I-N-G life ...
yeap.. as an adjective and as a past participle, B-O-R-E-D...
but thing is , i managed to actually live thru it..
partly because.. the mind is too tired to even think..
come weekends... the daybed in front of the TV's, my best fren..
HAH!! talk about goin out.. Achrung is trying very hard to get me
off that daybed..but in the end, we both sit side by side in companionship
watching tamil movies... HAHA!!
Actually, the movies are watching Achrung instead of Achrung
watching them...re-telling the whole movie is a daunting task when u have
some1 like her asking..use layman terms n plenty of action... it works... HEH!

maybe i just need a hobby.. having pets is a hobby rite?
well, theres swimming.. thrice a week.. but its more of mental training for me..
am i pushing myself too hard? what is it all for??
Again questions.. i cant sleep lately... whats the prob? i don't noe..
i have fears n doubts n joy n laughter...
ok.... wats next? ntah la.... aku ni da mcm tak kuasa..semangat ada..
aiyah... just carry on je la.... im goin go sleep now... brain penat..hahahahaha

DOUBTS..DOUBTFUL..DOUBTING...

2008-04-26T11:40:00.000-07:00

To be or Not to be.....

To go or Not to go....

To cry or not to Cry...

To smile or not to smile...

To carry on or stop and look back.....

To say or just keep it all....

To throw caution to the wind or just do nothing ....

To hug and kiss or just say goodbye.....

To share or be shared or maybe loneliness.....

scary ?? frightening ?? Loss ?? Boredom...??

fussy.. refusal..hasty..vocal....

Choices... choosing.. ..............decision??

*Head shakes*

*stares ahead*

*Blinks*

No Answer

The Goddess.....

2008-04-25T20:13:00.000-07:00

I'm into her..... my current inspiration - NIGELLA LAWSON..

its lazeee timesss...

2008-03-16T23:40:00.000-07:00

i think its the the weather... it makes u soo lazee.. u don feel like working, eating.. it just makes you feel like doing NOTHING..hahhahha.. maybe the skies were crying because some peple tak mandi agaknyer..kekekek

Dear mr Searatzz so sad tak dapat pancing.. its telling you to take a break , my dear.ikan sumer pi summer vacation la .balik tido n hibernate..ingat manusia je ke malas.sungguh kents.. today was anther happy birfdae for my dearest cuzzin..Miss Fats.. tak abis2 birfdae famili aku ni.. aku jadi goondu no. 1 as for normal. i don understand.. da 26 n i still have to organize parties n games for the iya-kanak-budus... LOL.. miss mokkies must take my place oreidi la.. but these teenagers..tak abis2 emo-crappies diorang.. terperuk dlm bilek..cam-whoring..tak abis.. n aku realise aku da mcm anti social... aku mcm malas la... some makcik2 just have this kind of look yat mcm one kind... hmm.. mayb its my imagination..hahha,, i shalll not listen to all these negativity in my brain..

i ate @ Arnolds on Thursday nite. it was so nostalgical.. like it was back in the old younger days when papa,mama,adik & i (mokkies not born yet) celebrated our birthday lunches there. i remembered when we had to wait for nearly 1 hour just to eat there. the chicken still tasted & smelt the same. I could just conjure up those images before my eyes..n i just sniffled.. i think i miss papa again. Whenever i feel down, he's the only person that i imagine talking to.. thats what i do when i visit him at Pusara Abadi.. i talk and complain as if he's still alive.. i think i sound kiddyish but i think he listens.. he's the only 1 who listens, he's the Only one who understands my sensitive side.. he's my only Ally in the family.. but he's gone... sometimes i think its unfair.. but the show must go on and i will always carry out his wish...

im doing my best, papa. im trying... but people keep reminding that im never good enough, i think maybe you'll underatand me better.. maybe you'll understand what i want and need right now. maybe kakak datang you house n talk to u.. i won't cry , i promise.. its just overwhelming..sometimes... my ally n confidante not by my side anymore...sigh.. i think it was u visiting me during my birfdae.. there was an orb in my family picture just between mokkies n i. prb was a bit faint. nearer to my hair.. Has the same thing during Hari Raya as well.. i attach the pic. i think it was Dad, Mama said that i was his favourite.. coz all i noe aku jarang kena bantai or marah ah.. but kalo kena..silent treatment ah aper lagik... yeah harsh..

ok la.. i wanna sleep . tomolo, early rise and shiny.. mr DOD is at it again. Funny irish man.. lossen up yoo.. operations are doing best to keep the ships afloat...Grrrr,.. to one and all.. PEACE!!

heres the pics.....

2008-03-11T01:26:00.000-07:00

elo..elo.. im baaaack..!!

fast ha.. suddenly i feel so rajin u noe. well, was exploring my cuzz's blog. managed to get a few pics of my birfdae celebration. tak abis2 ah ko nurul.. but its ok .. im just happy..happy..

had a smooth day today.. i wore the mclaren jersey..heh.. mcm real.. my colleague really thot i was into the mclaren F1 team but sorry Freddie,ma man, my allegiance is

always to the BMW williams team coz i luuurrrvvveee beemers. bought the jersey cos its a beauty and very confortable. worth every dollar buying. im into jerseys now. not to show off but mama says ive gotto pakai baju tutup aurat. so adidas & all those jerseys , here i come.

thank god the company doesnt restrict on our attire, i think im hopeless in that area. t-shirt n jeans everyday.. makes you feel like its the weekend all the time..hahhahahaaha.. anther thing , its the 1st clothing, mr searatzz and i have thats sepasang..LOL..crappy as it sounds but its those kinda man-thingy.. bleatzzz...

anyway, msg Azrifah today to ask on her n Lil kecik. my dear Godson's having a party!! yeay!! ok wat to buy for lil kecik?? hmmmm.... ur mummy says ur getting longer ah...veli good. cant wait to see u again, sweetheart..u too az.. miss u both a lot.. and to abg rahmat n family hopefully baby Nana gets well soon... kita doakan all goes well and banyak2 bersabar.. Baby Nana's sucha cutie.. ok..am goin to ngorok soon.. good nte everyone.. heres the pics...

We loove u kak lulun..hahha

its been a llloooooooonngggg time....

2008-03-07T21:54:00.000-08:00

hahahhaha... great! i finally found the rite direction home. its been ages since i wrote. im lazeeee plus im too tired when i get back from owrk. all i do when i get home is wash up and sleep. play with the cats and relax my mind. tough times all around.. pressure building up at work, frontline..oh before i forget..

HAPPY BIRFDAE TO ME....
HAPPY BIRFDAE TO ME..
HAPPY BIRFDAE TO MEEE...
HAPPY BIRFDAE TO ME!!!

i turned 26 last Sunday.. whoa!! time definitely flies. 4 more years and i'll be 30.. that's too forward thinking. i know but its looming round. nah,.. relaaaxx..still along road for me (insyallah). Who else came to my house to celebrate?? The WHOLE BUNCH, of course. the never ending happy gang. i was sad the day before actually. mum asked me t buy my own cake??!! wat the hell?? baik aku celebrate sorang2 sak. sumer org nye birfdae aku sibuk, then when it comes to mine. ive gotta plan it myself still?? merepek kan??!! hahhahhaha... but in the end bro bought me 3 cakes, 1 from Secret recipe & 2 from Royals. he knows i LLUURRVVEEE cakes. i can eat those on daily basis, don need to makan nasik or anything else. i can practically live on them.. which comes to the fact that my butt is getting bigger n bigger... is it wrong exercise or i'm just fattening myself up like a christmas turkey??

AAAARRRGGGHHHHH....... ive made a pact with my colleagues. 3 of us are gonna run along the Singapore River 3x a week in the evening , then continue on working till 9 as per norm.. berkobar2 nii aku.. start tak terstart2 .. nyampah..maybe next week ah.. i bet i can only run suku of the distance before relaxing one corner amik angin sungai..wakkakakkaka.... giler!

thanks for the well wishes from everyone.. i love you guys.. kalo nak celebrate belated birfdae pun bolei. cakes all around.. happy gilmore..wakkakakka... ok folks i'll try to get pictures to sumarize what ive been doing for the last few months holing.. hahhahahha.. Here's my favourite song for time being. aku rasa it has different meanings to those in love.. susah nak explain,ok example, if you're married and have a scandal.. don't the lyrics of the song somehow describe your internal feelings for the lover...hahhahahha...Just a thot.. have a great weekend folks..!!!

KEKASIH GELAPKU

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Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu

Ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku

Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

Kutahu kutakkan slalu ada untukmu

Disaat engkau merindukan diriku

Kutahu kutakkan bisa memberikanmu waktu

Yang panjang dalam hidupku

Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku

Yang kucari selama ini Dalam hidupku

Dan hanya padamu kuberikan sisa cintaku

yang panjang dalam hidupku

Ku mencintaimu lebih dari apa pun

Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu

Ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku

Meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku

P.S : I LOVE YOU ALWAYS

FAMILY PICNIC - 2008 @ Pasir Ris Park

2007-12-02T11:38:00.000-08:00

Yeay!! Its Picnic Time!!! Thanks for the turn out. Had Great fun.. !!! Love you guys always..!!

On the way.. in the bus... Cik Lin and MamiMok posing Maut..kekkeke.....

Phatt..Phit.. Phuya..berendam ye kak??!! Sexy sey....

Kak Nurul , Mak Jun N the Younger ones... Haizzz,MamiMok Pun sebok jugak...hahhahaha...

Nooo..Ooty..Noooo!!! Nanti Police tangkap..KENA fine!!

Eh! Da nak Balik... Bas blum sampai lagi la...Chill ah..

Ma-Kweeeett......

2007-11-20T04:41:00.000-08:00

see the new skin on my blog, peeps??? yeah.. yeah.. well, thats thanks to our dear Friend, who loves me too much.. Mdm Kamal..!!! ehhehehheheh.... yes, she helped me design and rearrange the whole thing as she says, " Nurul, blog ko sucks!" and memang betul ah dia cakap.aku kan mcm PEMALS gitu bila part nak edit2 ni sumer. Well, i have to learn how to change things and stuffs round here.

Oh.. My littlest cat, ma-kweet is sick since saturaday. tido je after mokkies mandikan dia.smalam aku balik, she wasnt in my room or on my bed, she slept pat bawah katil fariq. n she looked soo fragile.. Poor,poor Ma-kweet. I cried and cried and cried. mak aku kater aku da gila. Kucing sakit melalak mcm nak rak, dia sakit aku buat dek.. hahhaha.. but u cant blame me. Ma-Kweet has a special place in my heart cos shes just too cute and has that "anything goes" kinda look. and she has a weird hobby. cathcing all the roaches that she finds and puts it in the living room. Live ones. ok big or small.. shes there to exterminate them. i gave her panadols to eat n glucose strawberry flavor to drink.. but dia blum baik lagi.. aku takut dia mati.. Don leave me Ma-kweet!! well, mamuns is helping me look after her.. yeah, looking after her means Sleeping by her Basket, biasala Mamuns. Missy.. shes still jealous over Makweet but she checks on the little one, once in a while...

hahahhahha..... tomorow i wanna bring her to the vet. poor sweetie already has a health booklet. aku nak nangis nie.. ok la i better finish up my work.i wana go home n see Ma-Kweet..

almost 2 weeks of Hole-ing...

2007-11-13T05:19:00.000-08:00

hello there.. creatures from my nitemare...

wat the hell! i don even noe the lyrics.. baahh..

if i happen to write, means that im still holed up in the office, going thru some outstanding stuffs. yes.. anthr 2 wks of disapperance.. hahaha. mayb i shud call my self the bi-wkly blogger.

How bout it?? Heh..

Reasons for being Holed Up ;-

1) My biggest Obvious reason. Mr Searatzz is back in town on Oct 31 after nearly 2 months of sailing the Asian seas. Gave me a wonderful surprise by a phonecall then appearing at Maybank tower's Lobby with a plastic bag-ful of beutiful yellow tulips and perfume in hand. Touching nyer.. but obviously korang taula.. men with flowers.. but i think he really made an effort though. Very Very surprised but damn happy.

I felt like shedding tears of joy n terlonjak2 pasal dia da pat depan mata, finally. So ape dia beli for me on this trip? he bought me…

STARBUCKS stuffs. Mugs n tumbler..blah..blah.

Cosmopolitan magazine in TAGALOG(mixed). aku suro beli USA nye dia beli lain pulak.. so i get to read on PINAY HUNKS... none whom i fancy... hahahhaha..

VCDS of HEROES season 1,

SUPERNATURAL - season 1-3 aku rasa...

documentaries..but sumer pat kapal la.. n the kapal is now out for a job so blei ROC.. borings....

so hes staying put n im spending as much time with him as possible before he sails for anthr 2 mos again.. which is coming soon..

2) im busy helping my sis find her PROM stuffs.. aku teringat zaman kita prom dulu. we don really care wat we were wearing . its the company and the thought of going separate ways , which saddens us.

And also PARTY time.

i remember Khuzy's dress strap dia putus pasal her boobs were bouncing too hard while she was dancing. Aku tak ingat ape korang pakai. but i know i dressed like maner nye opis with this thick make up. all htanks to my aunty..hahahhahah but it was fun.

i still have the doll, nearly 10 years, mengcollect habuk..

wow.. kool kan..

3) i made one of the biggest decisions in my life. I donno if its still going on as planned but we see how it goes.. la..

4) My bro decided to buy a car!!!!

im just so miffed but its his monies n mama's ok with it...

so there.. dont let me here him saying he doesnt have enuff to contribute to the house. aku suro sume org makan besi kereta ah... hahhahahha.. n they all planning to go PD during christmas!! aiyah.. me have to KIV confirmaion first as for norm cos my ops peeps r taking turns to take their hols.

yah.. caroling.. Tralalala..lala..lala..wakkakakkakak....

5) aku pi pancing on DEepavali EVE.. dapt 4 ikan ah!! in all my 4 years of fishing.. 1st time aku tangkap ikan on my own n dapat ikan. aku GUMBIRA..

i caught all 4 in just 1 hr. mcm achievemnt gitu.. tapi bagiku.. ya.. ia satu pingat yat ku harus terima.. wakkakakakka..

trick dia aper tau.. SING...

Yess.. i think fishes like to hear ppl sing.. dats da theory i gave to my BF n my family. Diroang kate.. sukati aku la... but adakah aku salah..??

Oh tidak.. 1st aku nyanyi lagu, I got peace by the River.and i caught my 1st fish.

then, aku nyanyi lagu..Truly, madly,deeply.. n i got my 2nd fish. lagi besar sikit.. ok pe...

3rd song.. aku nyanyi.. tak tau la aper lagu.. aku dpt jugak but this time same size ngan da 1st fish. last nye.. aku tak nyanyi langsung, i got so mad with mr searatzz for not helping me when my line got entangled.. i was scolding him upside down.. skali aku tangkap.......

anak kerapu Karang da...... yek eleh!! tarik
line aku mcm real je.. aku pun ingat the hook got stuck in some karang or something.. skali dia la...everyone ketawa kan aku sei....

Ikan oso wat.. Searatzz says it looks like me, big mouth n big teeth... Pi jalan ah member... aku tau.. da adik n him jeles.. me alone got ikan.. tu ah..

underestimate lagi.. we ended up at 4am then when to jalan kayu for breakfast.. due to Mdm Achar request that she was hungry...

to my knowledge Mdm Achar was snoring away on the mat di tepi pantai yat indah at Punggol end. bangun je, makan ayam,tido lagik..bangun lagik..makn kway teow. then tidoo lagik. same goes to miss mokkiess.. eating n eating.. tu pun blei lapar lagik.. haizzzz...

ok ppl.. have a couple of pics to upload here but its all at home.
ok la.. aku da nak chow. mr searatzz bising2 suro balik.. ape je..

Get It...!

2007-10-29T07:21:00.000-07:00

ok let me get straight to the point....
it is very sad for me to know that somethings going on and its all been communicated thru by blogs and luahan perasaan n stuff...
listen up..

1. if u have something to say. Just say it point blank in the face.

2. Do not EVER assume.We didnt feel anything wrong. y the sudden feeling of outcasted when
there were times that we didnt contact one anther for periods of time??

3. I do not LIKE to pry into my friends relationship/marriage etc. If you would like to share
with me. I am all ears. If you wish to keep it a secret, its your wish. I respect it EVEN
THOUGH i heard Thru SOME-ELSE. As long as you feel n think that YOUR decision is
RIGHT..as a fren Im always behind to give the support.no matter good or bad.Its YOUR life
so who am i to judge and comment?? i learnt my lesson on this a long time back.. so let it rest,
will ya?

4. Stop lying!! if you've done it, admit it. Dont let me find out from the person that you wanted
to "arrow". What u did was really uncalled for.. very disappointed.. coming from someone like
you. thats y we stayed away. we were disappointed thats all.. if you can do it to others.. you
can also do it to us..

im silent because i am just leaving it as it is. im not tired... Giving up?? donno... im not confused.
i am just sad.. thats all. emptiness inside, no emotions at all when these things are being mentioned. take things as it is.. no Love lost....

Yey..yey!! Kita Pegi Jalan Rayer.....

2007-10-29T06:57:00.000-07:00

FUN...!! one word to put it. Lots of laughter and jokes and kutuks and slenger answers.. Etc..etc.. but guys, it was really memorable. After 2 years of absence, it was refreshing.... Penat gils la bebs...nari aku masuk ofis kul 1130am ah..

As i looked at each and everyone of u, i realized how far our friendship has gone through. My beloved gurls have all turned into beautiful individuals. They've gone on to become mummies , wives... n its touches my heart so.

I didnt bring camera smalam but i hope saper2 yat bawak camera , tolong send pat kitorang.Jgn sampai raya tahun depan sua... tu da nak kena terajang bontot tu..
Kudos tu our dearest organizer, Mrs Farhan Razali AKA Graifdiggaz, for all her efforts. nanti biler2 bolei blanja ice kachang ah. To all the hosts for giving us delicious food to eat... (makan sampai mabuk..kesian cik Azman kite!) A big Thank you also to the drivers for driving us around.hahhaha... im GUILTY.. (Thanks ain..BIg HUggies!!) Lain kali convoy tu, pikir2 la org2 blur mcm aku n ain.. kesian kita. slalu kena tinggal.. or sesat..
To our dearest , cutest GOdson, REYHAN FARIZ aka LITTLE KECIK.. we love u sooo very very much.. You made us all go gaga over u... next time look at Aunty Ain's hamster's not the food ok... wakakkakka... will try to spare some time to visit u more in future.

So till next year boys n gurls... Insyaallah kalau Tuhan pelihara umur kita sumer..Will be out jalan raya again.. next time who noes ada new addition to the Crescent alumni.. so go work on it, kamal n nana! waakkakkaka.... till then.....

SATU HARI DI HARI RAYA....... DUA HARI DI HARI RAYA...

2007-10-17T22:26:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO EVERYONE!!!

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Saya, Nurulhuda Binte Mohd Yusoff aka Noura Yusoff dari Jurong West st 91 , bagi pihak org2 pat rumah ingin mengucapkan Salam Aidilfitri kepada sumer org islam pat dunia ni dan di angkasa dan mane2 yat sewaktu dengannye..

dengan ucapan, jagn makan lontong n ketupat n lemang n rendang n lodeh n hapaper je banyak2 sgt pasal nanti perut terburai.. kalo perut da terburai..tu lagi satu hal. nak kena bawak pi hospital pulak... pas tu sumer org kena tngk muka hang pat hospital je.

juga kami ingin memohon ampun , beribu-ribu lemon, kepada depa sumer jika ada tersasul ckp, termengata, teriak n byk lagi ter yat lain. almaklum la, human beings.. biasa ah.. at least aku honest , tak hypocrite..wakakkakka.. ok la tu je aku nak ckp. ni nak letak lagi gambar ah.. tunggguuuuuu.......................

neneks Place

Sooo Looonggg......

2007-10-17T21:53:00.000-07:00

Finally, my 1st entry after abt 3 wks of hiatus...hahhaha.. hiatus eh.. ckp je M-A-L-A-S.. well, thats part of it n partly cos of work. late nites during ramadhan at work, trying to meet datelines and all.. penat gils beb.. nasib baik sempat terawikh a few times. yat lain, aku terpaksa kirim salam.. then the buat kuih thing with mum n all. planned to make 2 but turned out to be 7!!wakkakaka.. mama decided to cheer things up this time by making herself happily BAKING..
no lah.,. she didnt bake.. she mixes all those flour n the unshowered one had to design the cookies...wakkakak.. but its great to see mum all happy n smiley.. to see her smile n be cheerful is something that i pray for every single day of my life... hey, aku bukannye baik sgt so i try to do my best la...

hantar baju last minute, pi kampung jawa last minit. last2 i just sent all my kain batiks to be sewn. didnt make any baju this year.. cos i was balloonig up like nobodys business.. segan ah nak kena ukur.. the bons n the tets increased tremendously.. aku rasa salah exercising la...hahahha..siols.. i was so paranoid.. so off i go to TKC with mr searatzz before he went sailing again... bleatz..i quarrelled with my dumb-ass bro the wkend before raya.. not worth talking about.. but i just wanna say - "Jgn action sgt la dey!! dala mengira.. Kutuk tu pun ada limit ah..!!" Now we're ok.. biasa ah.. the 2 kids at home are BULLIES... from the time they were born , even though both of them are apart by 6 years.. they have decided to gang up against me and take full advantage.. cos they know their Kakak is very soft hearted and loves them a lot...
i still remember the time when they were small, both of them threw rice in my face.. n laughed at me.. n best thing is.. all i could do was cry.. Merepekk kan!! i didnt even scold them... mcm sedih semcm gitu that adik2 lempar2 barang pat aku.. wakkakakka... they still label me "Kental" to this very day... i cant b bothered..

ramadhan got me reminiscing those old days, with dad and all.. my frens..life.. to sum it up.. i think things are ok now...actually ive got so many things to talk about like paragrahs n paragraphs but the brain is segregating everything so i will put in ebntry by entry ok.. so look out for it yah....

Mama's Best-est Fren.......

2007-09-26T11:17:00.000-07:00

Its been more than a year but it felt like yesterday.

I love you, Papa.. We miss you very much!!

Slamat TinggaL Sayang.......

2007-09-26T10:28:00.000-07:00

You returned yesterday morning and you left this afternoon.. yet again .. now to rescue the underwater cables back in Taiwan.

30hrs.. thats the timeframe we had. As I kissed your hand, u kissed mine and look me deep in the eyes and said, " I'll come home to you,Dear. Its gonna be November real soon." You didnt see my sunken,swollen eyes behind the sunglasses. I blinked back my tears , tried my best to look neutral. im trying... Mr Searatzz. I am.. with heavy footsteps, you kissed my cheeks, turned around for that one last look at me..and you Left....

You took a part of me with you from that moment... Its hard, Mr Searatzz.. this time, it was unbearable.. Oh Allah, give me strength to pull thru this one as you have given me countless times before. Tears rolled and are still rolling down my cheeks since yesterday. You have been my pillar of love and support, mr searatzz. I will be strong for you thruout these uncertain times and I will not cry again if my tears cause you pain... (you noe im cengeng rite!)

Mr Searatzz.. till we meet again in 2 months time . I be there wating for you at Marina South or Sembawang.." ABSENCE MAKES THE HEART GROW FONDER.." they say.

I say its true... I miss you sooo very much, mr Searatzz... Pls come back soon.. *Sob..sob*

2007-09-24T13:05:00.000-07:00

2 peas in a pod.. one with borrowed make up kits..hahhahha...

OOOoooowwwwwwww...................!!!!

2007-09-24T12:55:00.000-07:00

SAKITnyer...!!! im in major pain here... thanks to the sprain that i have. i sprained my back.. vewy, vewy nice.. had one earlier on but recovered after 2 wks of sleepless nites, painkillers n sorts. Thank God for the invention of the I-Pamper and KOYOK cap Tiger Balm.. but this time those 2 things don work!!!

was in da toilet, bending down to fetch something and i coughed.. a Bluhdy MIGHTY cough and then WHAM! . aku tak lei bgn... aaarrgggghhhhh!! cudnt even stand up nor walk cos there was this sharp pain that literally knocks me out.. i wanted to cry soo much but i braved myself. had an appoinmnt wif mum n da rest of da Big Mommas at Picket & Rail. so cant disappoint them somehow i kept praying that i wouldnt get paralyzed.Yikes...! ok i have a very far fetched kinda mind.very da long way thinking.wakkakkakka.....

and so i managed to drag myself out of da house, grabbed a cab (wat else?) n rushed to Mamabecks house as all da BIg Mommas went to her house after their bi weekly sat-morning-Geylang-Pasar-Trip. spent 3 hrs at P & R shopping for my sofa covers. It has to be changed.. da littles kitties at home are on da highway to mutilating my sofa covers.. i think they added quite a few designs on the hand rest... aku rasa they wanna give it a reggae look.. long threads sticking out on the sides n stuff... very ambitious and creative, both of them. No matter wat da Big Mommas complain abt them, i think they are really smart catss.... bolei top class diorang ah if they go to any Cats' Skool , u noe...

hahhahhah... aku rasa ku ni da tak betul.. its da pain la.driving me super crazy. ohhh.. Mr Sea-Ratzz just called.. n I cried...boohoo..hoo... he gave me a short email last 5 days which i think contained CRAP. said was coming back today. n i was soo soo anxious n excited dat i got all worked up.. coz he didnt write after.hes reaching tomorrow morning.. to stay for 24hrs.. the heart is heavy again.. i think its really a big test to our relationship... but im happy as long as the Sea ratzz is happy...

ok...

im gonna go docs in a short while to get some painkillers or cream of watever just to get these gnawing pain away... hey guys.. how do we put pixes in??? im sooo zzzttuuupppeeedddd....

WaAh!!! KEnCaNg SeyYYY...!!!

2007-09-20T22:15:00.000-07:00

wakakkakaka.....!!! kengkawan sumer!! aku da maju seyyy.. ada blog sendiri sak.. wooohhoooo!!

ni la first entry-ku di alam siber. cewah.. im talking as if im soo good in malay but i think its a commendable effort on my part.hahhahaha....

ive gotta thank my geng for encouraging me to write. u see the trouble is .. its the brain. it moves at the speed of lightning but the fingers..nah.. they move like a mule, u noe..LEms to da BABs.
hahahhahah.. so the idea is always put off. hari nie is Friday and im in orange. Happy happy.. mata mcm Sultan Pahang. all darky and droopy and its all coz of who else ah?? Don pretend k.. lucky the Achar sleeping when i got back home..hahhaha..

so wat shud i write?? sad stories, happy ones, PMS-es ones, kutuk ones blablablah... i think blogs shud come from the heart. or watevers in my mind.ok, so wats on my mind now? hmmmmm..... let me see.. its Ramadhan. Im forever missing my dear searat. y u never reply my email ah? must be dat Timmon. Forever hypergenerating excess work in da middle of the sea. Bleeaattzz..

My dearest Leps Gengs, who have always been the bestest geng-sters ever.so anyone found out the title of da song that Jamal abdillah sang for Raja Ema?? hahhaha... we are all in our mid-ages. with the hail amir,p-ramlee and the jiwa retaks songs entertaining us while in da Kecik's Vio. i'm smiling while im writing this. Mr Searats will definitely sail even longer and more often if he reads this...hahhahaha.. Im definitely njoying myself with da Leps gang wen he's out there somewhere.

okla..im gonna preview this entry. i cant wait to see it.. Eh, LEPS gengs.. amcm? Ok?? kekkekekeke....