awakening.....

hahhahha.... what a header! its been a long time since i wrote, yeah i know.
lazeee.. is the middle name.. i see my frens writing on daily basis, like a bit jeles la.. so im updating. ok ive got some pix to put up.. so it can well explain my disappearance.
yes.. im geared up for Ain's wedding. Just on standby mode. hopefully work doesnt come in the
way.. Mr searatzz on 1 month leave now..FInally.. time to get him to sit down and finalize certain things.

Men are weirdos... anyhows.. my miss machik is preggie!! goodness.. im preparing for her birth now.. intending to buy baskets and tissues and wire gauze..blah..blah.. im a nervous mummy... she's an angry mummy... garang giler..sumer org dia bedal.. aku peduli ape..nakal sgt. i let her sleep in her cage.. oh boy.. mama's screaming and psychoing me to get her out of the house but kesian kan.. da la bunting abe tinggal kan dia mcm tu... thats evil... so here i am jadi bidan terjun..reading on how to prepare for your tabby's birth.soo nervous.. i just hope all's ok..poor machiik.. anyone want her babies.. let me know ok?? Fatty mamuns getting lazier by the day.. i realized he likes johnson & johnson shower foam in peach flavour..hahhaha
well.. he's FOREVER shitting and peeing... (i actually asked him if he eats laxative on daily basis or something but he just stares at me with that haughty look on his face, that bontot kan aku..wakkaka)

Miss maku is at the window sill now trying to look for flying roaches or kumbang terbang.. ape la si minah kental tu. tak abis2 nak chill. mcm la aku stress kan dia sangat. oh national day is around the corner.. been watching them practice from the window. this year shud b the same event. but those acrobatic jets sure look captivating... hahhaha.. well, lets see how it goes, gotta decide whether to stay put in office ,grab boss's chair and famous amos cookies and watch the parade plus firewerkss... or shud i go onboard AR...hmmmm.. tngkla mcmaner eh..

cnt decide..

Search nak buat konsert sei.. abe tiket mahal.. giler. baru nak tangkap feel jiwang eh.. imagine, flicking the lighter up in the air.. ikut rentak muzik.. kepala goyang kiri kanan.. "isabella adala kisah cinta dua dunia....." ceh..wa caya sama lu ah brader.. rock neva die..!!! fuiyoo.. tu namer tngkap cintan.. da lamer seh.. dulu buat pat silver tortoise ngan kelab sahara tu aku paham ah.. ni buat par republic poly and tiket mahal gitu.. mampos.. asal takbuat pat esplanade. at least after wrk blei pi and its worth the monies oso...

Saleem bila lagi eh... "Sinaar mentari senja mendung menyelubungi..menyingkam jiwa...." haiizzz.. jiwang sak..wakkakaka

had a day off yesterday but.... it was so not an off day..but at least i got some rest.phewww... okla i donno wat to write so i'll just put the pix on this mail ah..

to one and all good nite...

Mokkies and her Brunch at A&W

Dat's mine .. minus 1 rut bir of course..

sedaaaaaappp nyeeerrr.... Miss Mokkies & Achrung.

my no.1 fans

My fansssss can;t get enuff or me..the one at the corner(in grey) is a new species of aborigine found in Batam

Operations .....

Soo Whaat??!!

another random post after soo long...
hibernating?? nah.. just buried with heaps of things lately..
late nites..toiling..nothing new..
i realized 1 thing.... i have a B-O-R-I-N-G life ...
yeap.. as an adjective and as a past participle, B-O-R-E-D...
but thing is , i managed to actually live thru it..
partly because.. the mind is too tired to even think..
come weekends... the daybed in front of the TV's, my best fren..
HAH!! talk about goin out.. Achrung is trying very hard to get me
off that daybed..but in the end, we both sit side by side in companionship
watching tamil movies... HAHA!!
Actually, the movies are watching Achrung instead of Achrung
watching them...re-telling the whole movie is a daunting task when u have
some1 like her asking..use layman terms n plenty of action... it works... HEH!

maybe i just need a hobby.. having pets is a hobby rite?
well, theres swimming.. thrice a week.. but its more of mental training for me..
am i pushing myself too hard? what is it all for??
Again questions.. i cant sleep lately... whats the prob? i don't noe..
i have fears n doubts n joy n laughter...
ok.... wats next? ntah la.... aku ni da mcm tak kuasa..semangat ada..
aiyah... just carry on je la.... im goin go sleep now... brain penat..hahahahaha

DOUBTS..DOUBTFUL..DOUBTING...

To be or Not to be.....

To go or Not to go....

To cry or not to Cry...

To smile or not to smile...

To carry on or stop and look back.....

To say or just keep it all....

To throw caution to the wind or just do nothing ....

To hug and kiss or just say goodbye.....

To share or be shared or maybe loneliness.....

scary ?? frightening ?? Loss ?? Boredom...??

fussy.. refusal..hasty..vocal....

Choices... choosing.. ..............decision??

*Head shakes*

*stares ahead*

*Blinks*

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